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Name: Jenny
Birthday: 7/13/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: sleeping, eating, drawing, music, going to concerts, coming up with ideas with friends to start a band but never actually doing it, playing bass in a real band that kinda seemed to disappear, snowboarding, diving, playing video games, watching tv, movies, and talking to people's always good too, i guess
Expertise: dive, video games, anime, the menu at d-hall...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  rinoa93
Member Since:
4/21/2003
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| I have no idea why I thought about Xanga tonight but it just came to mind. I re-read my last post,.
Hahaha
Oh man.
I wrote it a little while before my then-boyfriend, Joe, cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend, made me believe that I'd given him an STD (which I didn't even have), broke up with me, flat out ignored me and wouldn't talk to me despite knowing I had huge self-image and esteem problems compounded by an eating disorder, persued his ex-girlfriend while she tried to make me miserable when she could, all while continuing to live with me and share my bed.
(On a side note, his ex-girlfriend started dating his then-best friend - who was also the best friend of my previous psychotic knife-weilding ex-boyfriend - three days after he broke up with her. Four months later they got married. Her new husband was the one who sent me an email later to tell me about their cheating on both of us. And for the record I told him I didn't care if we shared that bond, he could go fuck himself for his part in my Omaha misery.)
Couple months later he told me that he really did care about me, I was so starved for human connection that of course I went along with it and took whatever I could get, and we continued the way we were before - minus the title of having a relationship.
At this time his mother had finally sold her house in Las Vegas and bought a new one in Omaha. (They lived in Omaha 10 years before, before they moved to Vegas.) Joe wanted to move into the house with her since, as her son, he would live there for free with full use of the washer and dryer, the basement to himself and have all the food he wanted to eat. At the same time he didn't want to live without me. (Not live-live, but reside.) So he asked me to move into the house with him. I said yes. I didn't want to be alone.
It was really nice there. I offered to pay to live in the house but his mother wouldn't take it. She knew everything about the situation with me and her son - how I'd given him a place to live and how he screwed me over. I also really liked Julie, Joe's sister. She goes to college in Baltimore but I saw her over breaks and stuff. It was also kind of nice that we all shared a hatred of Joe's ex-girlfriend and talked freely about what an idiot he'd been and how horrible she had been.
Time went on, he asked me to be his girlfriend again, and then I got the email from the dude about how Joe had cheated before breaking up with me. And I haven't felt the same towards him since. P.S. - Jackson Liam Sherman is still the most important little boy in my life. He's 2 years old and the best thing that's ever come from my brother. P.P.S. - I love Jack the most but there's a boy here who kicks some serious ass... P.P.P.S - Just noticed that I wrote this one day short of a year after I wrote my last post. Funny what can happen in that time | | |
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